i want a baby.
how many times have you heard a single guy say that? lately i've had these incredible conversations with a good friend who we'll call matthew. we've been discussing the beauty and value of children and family. something about creating a new generation. 99% of my life i couldn't stand kids and wanted nothing to do with them. but lately because of the many shifts in life and inconsistencies in friendship, i want to feel a more permanent belonging.
but family is only an answer to my insecurity. i don't want a family to love and take care of, i want them to make me feel secure. i want them to make me feel like no ones going to leave me.
children are dependent and as much as that challenges many parents, i'd probably dwell in that. the feeling of being needed is better than peanut butter. i can't even place the last time someone needed me.
i guess i'm exhausted from losing people and i want to help create something that will stick around. maybe i'll go buy a kid or something.
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11 comments:
how do you know no one needs you? Don't you normally want a girl first and then the child? Good luck on the baby black market
no, don't care for the ladies right now, just the baby. i think i talked a girl into having my kid tonight!
Cool just make sure you can take care of yourself before you blackmail some girl to having your child. Later dude
When the time is right, i think you would make a superb father.
so does this mean your caring for the guys now or just flying solo?
that's tight. having babies without the baggage of another parent makes life so much easier for parent and child. you've given me a great idea.
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i like guys, but not that way mate. as most of you know, i'm a ladies man, but this blog is def a warning sign to the millions of women who are in love with me:) i'm flying solo like it's my job.
We want a list of these so called women in love....can we get a peak into Ashers black book? Gem and Stef!
not sure if you have ever seen the episode of the office where michael as a kid wants to have lots of babies because they will never say no to him.
adam, that is the best office! how classic, i'm right there with him :)
may I suggest getting a DOG...?
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