Saturday, October 20, 2007

idealism of a matriarchal society [part 1]

there is more weight behind these words than i probably comprehend. [the first part of] what i am trying to get at is the fierce pressure society and media place on western civilization to be something. every person i meet has an idea of who they want to meet. if you don't fit with their standard of idealism, then you're out. same is true for relationships. i can't tell you how many people i talk to that can never find a significant relationship because their ideal is so perverted and naive. humanity is faulty, every person is facing failure around the next corner. it's a part of who we are. we exist and it exists along side us.

the beauty of reconciling my mind with the endless inaccurate observations of ideals is what freedom it gives me to love. my arms stretch further now that i don't limit who i want in my life and who i don't. my network of friends continues to broaden as i embrace even the most fragmented people. this is where i'm trying to live and it's what i hope i can continue to do more of. love harder and deeper and fuller than i have. people matter, all of them.

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