when my wife and I split nine months ago i left los angeles to give her space while we sorted things out. me leaving the situation caused her and the rest of my friends to get very close. i distanced myself from everyone in LA because i knew their connection to jes would be so painful. on top of that, i was angry and hurt by their support of her through all this. i have since softened and want those friendships back. however, it may be too late.
as i've been thinking about going back, everyone is getting weird. not weird in the i don't like you kind of way, the rachel and ross weird. i think everyone just wonders if and how we could all hang out again like old times.i'm not going to give up that easy. it may be weird and difficult, but i am going to fight for these relationships because they mean the world to me. we've all let each other down at some point. i'm tired of losing. it's time to win something back.
ande.
mary.
joshua b.
kari.
matt.
mel.
these are the names of six of my dearest friends. all of which reside in LA as of january 1st. now i have to make a decision. let these friendships go their own way, or join them for life on the west coast.
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3 comments:
Hey Justin, I prayed for you today. Not to sound overly cliche or anything, but Jesse W gave me your blog site and I felt compelled to let you know that you have my support.
ebb, good to hear from you. i appreciate your comment. i'm really looking forward to whats next, whatever that may be!
Thinking about ya and praying for ya as you make this decision... it's hard to "get back" to only part of the past... hope you can recover it all....
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